MetaDreaming... What's up with that?

I fell asleep when I got home from work today. I was in bed in my dress pants, sweater and knee highs face down dreaming about being in bed in my dress pants, sweater and knee highs. I managed to get my glasses off before I started dreaming so I knew I was dreaming by how well I was seeing in said dream but thats where it gets weird.

So clearly seeing the darkness behind my eyes and freaking out silently in my mind as I gaze into the darkness that is the space behind the eyelids because I'm paralyzed. I can't move and I know I can't move and I wouldn't  have been moving if I could have moved because I was asleep. But in my sleeping head I knew all this and was still screaming silently through my closed mouth.

The radio downstairs wakes me up at 5:07 PM and I'm not entirely sure where I am and I'm still not moving at the rate I feel I should be, it's exhausting and the cat keeps walking in circles around me while I stagger from place to place.

Then I woke up at 1:13 PM and still confused am now wearing jeans and a sweatshirt. It took a few hours of mind rest on the couch to get back to normal though I'm still afraid that my face is paralyzed or that I'm still sleeping. Though the radio is finally off so at least I don't have to listen to easy-listening any more.

What ever happened to good radio?

Bloody T

For Christmas I got a t-shirt from the beach. I thought this will be perfect for sleeping and lounging and the like because it's a little too big. I have made the mistake of wearing it as PJs twice now, and I don't understand why the shirt just can't be as I want it to be.

As far as appropriate comfort levels and warmth the shirt is a-ok but after sleeping I keep waking up with the same problem, and I have the tendency to exacerbate the problem by not changing out of the shirt right away.

At first touch the shirt feels fine, while it's not terribly soft it isn't sandpaper either. But the effect of wearing is similar to sandpaper. Both time I have wore the shirt to bed I have awaken with bloody nips (and now you are just so grossed out you don't know what to do. Sorry dudes can't help you with that one I'm all about over sharing with this one.)

Suffice to say I really have to layer the thing but who wants to be all bound up to sleep and if you haven't noticed it has been unreasonably cold so short-sleeved-ts are out of the question. The biggest problem with this is that until these puppies heal I'll be in constant discomfort cursing the day my mother thought it would be a good idea to buy me a t-shirt.

I would like to know why this isn't a problem with the t-shirts that my sisters wear from the beach. Where is the fairness here?

Let Myself Fall Asleep

Last night as I had trouble falling asleep so I popped the ear buds in and listened to the shuffle. I have to say that only three of the artists that shuffled through were right for my mood. It's just sad they aren't the same three artists who make running easier. Much love music people.